Delusions

Jump off the ledge

You would be so happy

Jump off that ledge

There’s no need to be soppy

What is life?

But an endless trail of sadness

Join me and end it’s likeness

I am happy here I………promise

Come join me in my solace

Our Narrative

They came at night,

They told their stories in flight,

They risked it all to tell their plight.

We did not know from whence they came

And yet the truth in our stories were the same

My God never fails

My God never fails

Even when life makes you wail

And the endless tears make you frail

For your sorrows He was nailed

That in your joy you may hail

And sing praises to His Holy Name.

Lies

I looked into your eyes as you lied

I beheld your smile as you tried

To clear the guilt from your face last night

There’s no need for pretense

It only makes things more tense

When I know you brought me to this mess

You were meant to protect

And yet you aimed to subject me to torment

How flawless your game was

Until you realized that I was

Not who you thought me to be.

Realities

The human spirit is resilient in its attempt to hold on to the notion of love and the people that come in the name of it.

No matter the bitter, ugly words spewed or thrown our spirit stays steadfast hoping for better and sweeter tides.

Our memories hold on to what once was, preventing us from gazing upon what is, and it’s harsh realities.

The Strong Woman

I look out the window, with nothing left but the detail that you sold my heart out like retail.

Broken down by the words of your mouth, I blugeoned my spirit, thinking of wasted youth.

Refusing to be a token, refusing to be broken by the shards of lies that gave me midnight cries.

But I am what I am, a reflection of what life’s done. A hard but soft spoken woman, intimidated by a society that thinks I’m less than human.

For speaking of the abuse, for knowing I’m of more use than what they think I should be, than what they believed I could be.

If not for the Good News, I would’ve been broken down by their views, that I belong behind the pews.

With nothing to look at, nothing to behold but the disappointment in my soul.

Hey Guys!

Happy Sunday! It’s been a while since I posted anything. Had to go on a break to sort out some personal stuff. I miss you guys and I hope you’re ready for more of my poetic pieces! I also can’t wait to be up to speed with the awesome stuff you guys have shared on your blog posts whiles I was away and oh! I chopped off all my hair๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ™ˆ. Chao for now and expect something interesting soon๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿพ

Penance

I have no use for tears in this dark place;

My eyes made dry by years of unending tears.

I have no use for words in this empty place;

My mouth sown shut by fear and anxiety.

Why do we live if we’re meant to die?

Why do we love if we’re meant to hurt?

Some say it’s a penance for our sins

Others say it’s a curse spewed since

That’s why we yearn for the forbidden

That’s why we doubt we’ve been forgiven

The False Hope

When the pain won’t cease,when the tears won’t dry out

And the allure of darkness is irresistible .

How can you escape? Like a gazelle you leap and yet the traps are high as the sky.

So the dark angel calls out to you

Like a lover it enchants you, like a friend it comforts you

Saying ” It will all be over soon, embrace me and end your suffering. Love me and drink from my cup.”

But the cup of death has no man drank to tell the tale, of the horrors that awaits though veiled, from the eyes of the living.

And yet you grasp for hope

That you and death could elope

To a place beyond sorrow’s scope.